Mostly mushrooms
In Folly, protagonist Rae Newborn works her way out of debilitating depression by building a house. Artisan of wood in her former life, she pieces together her redemption on a solitary island in the Pacific northwest.
Rae is not only the scarred creation of her writer. She is the writer’s scars, revealed as socially useful things.
Another contemporary novelist, Jonathan Franzen, sees reading as antidote to our myriad techno distractions.
‘Reading, in its quietness and sustained concentration, is the opposite of busyness. “We are so distracted by and engulfed by the technologies we’ve created, and by the constant barrage of so-called information that comes our way, that more than ever to immerse yourself in an involving book seems socially useful,” Franzen says. “The place of stillness that you have to go to to write, but also to read seriously, is the point where you can actually make responsible decisions, where you can actually engage productively with an otherwise scary and unmanageable world.”’
Lev Grossman, Jonathan Franzen, Time Magazine August 23, 2010
Folly’s creator, Laurie R. King, draws us safely into insanity and grief. She gives us permission to explore the...
Harper | Cleveland 2010
Harper Lee is a four month old labrador/golden retriever puppy. She lives in Chicago with three lovely companions who give her love and care as she explores her world. We were honored to have her with us in Cleveland for a few days. This is a little adventure on the back porch, which will never quite feel the same since her visit.
The music is a garageband original made from passion, repetition and surprises, just like Harper.
True Story
Mama hadn’t been gone too long when my Dad ended up in rehab. I was in rehab too at the time, where an equanimity of spirit and growing roundness to my form could only mean on thing: I was pregnant.
It happens sometimes, you know, when life’s unredeemed losses pull you down into paths of least resistance? Humans cope by the means available. So there I was, impregnated by a familiar friend I’d relied on in many a tough situation, but never to this degree.
I’d bring my attentive companion to Manorcare when I visited my dear old dad, recuperating from a cracked hip. At Dad’s age, this entails a lot of difficult maneuvering around damp sheets and bedside commodes, which, one learns rather quickly as daughter-devotee, is not the number one priority of understaffed rehab establishments.
I hope I didn’t give the impression earlier that I myself went to rehab for some kind of socially suspect addiction or another, autobiographically interesting as that might be. To be clear, I was merely the significant other to my sweet, bereaved father in an institution that failed him time and again.
Nights were the worst, when staffing was even lighter than by day and I had to leave. My stalwart helpmeet and I bade Dad adieu and the night traumas began. His room was at the end of a long hall, his only means of calling for help a string...
Look
Asleep in the trees, I feel my fingers itch from palm to tip, but dream swelled eyes resist the open air. I hold the netherworlds and blindly smile and scratch, until I stop: the itch remains.
Sleep undone, I spring the lids and there she is, madonna moon, a silver shimmering sheen. Hanging baskets join the boughs to rock this pearl, this tiny apparition.
I the witness scan my expectations, troll for means to hold Antigone’s desire before she flees. But now my pride is vanquished by a smile. I the pawn of fate. Here the sojourn ends. There my insignificance is told. A transient beauty noticed by the gods I am the moon and she in me.
Linger in the madness of the place before the goddess hides her face beyond the clouds. With silent, steady hand release her now.
Release her now.
Painting Edouard Manet, White Peonies
Bzzzzzzzzt
Summertime in Cleveland has me sprawled on the back porch like a flayed goose, awaiting the nightly visitation.
Mini-gangsters breach the imperfections of my nylon mesh. Careening buzz saws trumpet their arrival, merciless high frequency their taunt.
I am the oversized sixth grader on a playground of bullies. Or, is this a single Lilliputian who dives at my sweat sodden skin from here to eternity in the heat of the midwest night?
Though I might escape to the drone-free inferno of the great indoors, I stay and study my supporting roles as life of the party and warm buffet in a multi-legged wedding bash my mini-mob is staging.
Ancient salves of lanolin give scant relief nor sane belief there is a balm in Gilead. Alone with my itchy discontent, the self control of planet earth could not contain the madness.
I punch the pillow one more time, my brave resolve ignored by all creation.
Public Domain photo James Gathany
